how long its been

I didn’t realize that it had been so long.  It’s felt like forever and ever, but I thought that was just because Time Had Lost All Meaning Down Here in the Bottom of the Well So Deep That When You Look Up You Only See Night’s Endless Blackness and the Cold, Uncaring White Light of Far-Away Stars. No, it turns out that weeks and weeks have passed, without me meaning to have let them, and the fact that they are gone forever with not much to show for them is enough to make me want to start whimpering again. But I’m better, now. I really am.

Not best, but when am I ever? But it was a little scary there, for awhile.

I’ll be back shortly, for reals. I just wanted to say, in the meantime, your emails and your comments–shit, you guys. Thank you.

  9 comments for “how long its been

  1. April 3, 2009 at 10:54 am

    I’m glad you’re back.

  2. Kim
    April 3, 2009 at 11:15 am

    Me too.
    It sounds weird to say about someone you’ve never met, but I was worried about you and hope you’re feeling better.

  3. Beth C.
    April 3, 2009 at 3:27 pm

    I’m glad to hear you’re OK.

    I also really like your hair in that picture.

  4. April 3, 2009 at 8:02 pm

    Hey lady! I’m glad you’re OK. You are loved, my friend.

    Big hug.

  5. gwen
    April 4, 2009 at 10:28 am

    I was also worried and am also glad you’re back. Hang in there, etc. etc.

  6. April 4, 2009 at 11:28 am

    Yay! I missed you.

  7. Melis
    April 4, 2009 at 3:58 pm

    Welcome back, lovely! You were missed.

  8. April 5, 2009 at 6:06 pm

    I am always happy to throw a rope down the well. And then won’t you be sorry you laughed at the gym teacher who wanted you to climb a rope, eh?

  9. April 7, 2009 at 7:24 am

    Welcome back to the Land of… well, actually, in reality the world is pretty shitty, but better than the alternative.

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